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June 13th, 2008 by fizz-bleedingrose

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+WHO’S CARE?+

November 8th, 2007 by fizz-bleedingrose

A loner

[Can’t read] [can’t write] [can’t speak] [and always can’t learn English better] is it ur problem? Yay~! My problem is U. any question? Shut up.

I’m timid [I avoid problems]. Don’ laught.

I’m not fuckin’ anorexic..

I’m not smoke. But sometimes I wanna try it..huh [I bought it yesterday].

IDIOT.

I always bring – something that a normal girl want & they never like it anyway – on my emily’s bag.. wanna know?? Hah [it’s mine. I don’t wanna give U]

SECRET – IS MY WORLD.

I love Emily the strange.. all her strange world.. I’m a biggest fan of her.

I hate when people talks shit behind me. Really hate to hear that someone say that “it’s not u ..” [what re u?? perfect pixy?? U re my perfect enemy..BOAST OF U]

So..

What did you know ‘bout me??

Re u my family?

Re u my mom?

Re u my bestfriend?

OR

Re u real someone who I want to join in my world??

Ohh,, don’t bothering me if u don’t know anything ‘bout me & my world.

If u do good, I WANNA b the best, but if u do bad? I CAN b the beast.

I love PINK, red n black. [like u]

I love vegetarian food. [like u]

I LOVE ART. [re u?]

I love puppy. [ha – let u go..]

I wanna be sedated. [my grandma’s really like]

I love NAIL POLISH. [I can’t understand,, why u won’t make colorfull on ur nail??]

U Look SO BORE 4 me..

I’m normal girl, nothing special. [yes, u know that..]

But Did u know?

I LOVE TO BE ALONE. I’m free to decide, ‘cuz I know exactly what I’m doing is right, absolutely.

Don’t labelling me. Please. Please.

I love metal songs, but i’m not that cool enough.. yay!

I love goth, but i’m not that spooky..

I love emo songs, but i’m not that what? fashioncore?

I love rock ‘n roll, but i’m not that u re think know..

don’t labelling me, please.

+OVER n nothing worst like me+

+WHO’S CARE?+

November 8th, 2007 by fizz-bleedingrose

A loner

[Can’t read] [can’t write] [can’t speak] [and always can’t learn English better] is it ur problem? Yay~! My problem is U. any question? Shut up.

I’m timid [I avoid problems]. Don’ laught.

I’m not fuckin’ anorexic..

I’m not smoke. But sometimes I wanna try it..huh [I bought it yesterday].

IDIOT.

I always bring – something that a normal girl want & they never like it anyway – on my emily’s bag.. wanna know?? Hah [it’s mine. I don’t wanna give U]

SECRET – IS MY WORLD.

I love Emily the strange.. all her strange world.. I’m a biggest fan of her.

I hate when people talks shit behind me. Really hate to hear that someone say that “it’s not u ..” [what re u?? perfect pixy?? U re my perfect enemy..BOAST OF U]

So..

What did you know ‘bout me??

Re u my family?

Re u my mom?

Re u my bestfriend?

OR

Re u real someone who I want to join in my world??

Ohh,, don’t bothering me if u don’t know anything ‘bout me & my world.

If u do good, I WANNA b the best, but if u do bad? I CAN b the beast.

I love PINK, red n black. [like u]

I love vegetarian food. [like u]

I LOVE ART. [re u?]

I love puppy. [ha – let u go..]

I wanna be sedated. [my grandma’s really like]

I love NAIL POLISH. [I can’t understand,, why u won’t make colorfull on ur nail??]

U Look SO BORE 4 me..

I’m normal girl, nothing special. [yes, u know that..]

But Did u know?

I LOVE TO BE ALONE. I’m free to decide, ‘cuz I know exactly what I’m doing is right, absolutely.

Don’t labelling me. Please. Please.

I love metal songs, but i’m not that cool enough.. yay!

I love goth, but i’m not that spooky..

I love emo songs, but i’m not that what? fashioncore?

I love rock ‘n roll, but i’m not that u re think know..

don’t labelling me, please.

+OVER n nothing worst like me+

-TAHUN PERTAMA-

November 3rd, 2007 by fizz-bleedingrose

Pangeran bumi ku,,

menurutmu bulan seperti apa??

indah saat malam? [pasti bukan]

bulan hanya akan terlihat jika kamu inginkan dan cukup dengan mendongak, dia akan ada di hadapan kamu.

tapi siank terlalu terik,, kamu pasti lupa pada bulan.

bulan benar2 ingin melihat kamu.

tertatih untuk dapat kamu lihat lagi.

bulan ada

cuman saat kaamu melihadnya lalu teringat dan bukan dalam ingatan.


STRANGE I AM


di sisi gelab.

bulan tidag nyata.

kamu pun tidag ingin menjadikannya ada,,

toh kamu bisa melihad ribuan bintank..

bulan terlalu jauh,

tidag sepadan dgn pangeran bumi yg indah dan penuh         kehidupan.

bulan maya.

senyap.

benar yg pernah kamu bilank.
aneh.

bumi + bulan berarti kehancuran?

aku takut ada yg terluka.

baiklah.

bulan disini saja.

di- hujan november membawa tahun pertama.

jalanan panjang.

mangkuk air.

asap dingin.

lusuh.

pangeran bumiku.

bulan melenyabkanmu.

KOSONG


-nawangwulan to TARUB-

your perfect sweet ENEMY

September 22nd, 2007 by fizz-bleedingrose

strange i am
i’m not single know
HORROR
shits
talker
menyebalkan
i have a lot of dirty words for u
got a problem
?
f++k me

don’t talk shits behind me
‘cuz i can f++k ur daddy’s ass
down
f++k u

ME = UNFAITHFUL
keberatan ?
GET OFF !!!

and
oh ya, i could be ur PERFECT ENEMY, so beware

saat ANJING ku memohon

September 14th, 2007 by fizz-bleedingrose

Mini_blood_1
ANJING.
ANJING.
ANJINGku..
hiks..
tinggal 1.
PUPPIE dah diminta sama SHINIGAMI..2 thn lalu.
ANJING.
ANJING.
trus SASSY mungkin ngiri..
SHINIGAMI ga nolak bwt ngajak dia juga.
ANJING..APA KAMU SEDIH..
kalo gitu ajak aja ANJING2 lainnya..
ANJING..
MEMANG..

"sayang" cuman bikin kamu pengen mati.
mati cuman bikin orang lain nangis.
ga kan mati dan ga akan nangis.
berani janji buat AKU..ANJING???

MEMANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where are you now?

September 12th, 2007 by fizz-bleedingrose


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Calling out your name
Your face is everywhere
I’m reaching out to you
To find that you’re not there
I wake up every night
To see the state I’m in
It’s like an endless fight
I never seem to win

I can’t go on as long as I believe
Can’t let go when I keep wondering


Where are you now, what have you found
Where is your heart, when I’m not around
Where are you now, you gotta let me know
Oh baby, so I can let you go

I can hear your voice
The ring of yesterday
It seems so close to me
But yet so far away
I should let it out
To save what’s left of me
And close the doors of doubt
Revive my dignity

But, I can’t go on as long as I believe
Can’t let go when I keep wondering


I should let it out, it’s time to let you go
Oh baby, I just want to know

motherfuckingprincess

September 7th, 2007 by fizz-bleedingrose

i know i cant get u againt
. .
i know u wouldn’t come back to me againt . .
but i still
hope . .

someday when i being coma . .
u come to me .
.
just to hold me n say
"i’ll be here for u dear"
before
i die . .
i hope he back n give me 1 last kiss goodbye . .
n
when my eyes left to die . .
i hope i can say this for him . .
"im
ok. i’ll be ok! dont worry! i still life in u’r heart! love u beyb!
thank you . . "
when i close my eyes . .
i hope u’r not
cry for me!

but its just my dreams . .
i cant do anything .
.
he didnt love me agint . .
im just a fucking person in u’r
thought . .
everyday . .
everytime u think im just nothin g in
u’r life!
but u’r everything in my life!

u are . .

MY
ONLY CRUSH!!!
*forever